Sentimental Email From Brian
Posted on April 2, 2003 by Ching under Life.
These are the things that I think about when you are away.
Your touch on my skin, the feeling of you next to me.
The way you smell when you’re in my arms and how that makes me feel.
The way you smile when you’re happy and how that smile can make the room glow.
The curves of your body when I watch you get dressed in the morning.
Your hair and how you take pride in its appearance.
The way you dress and how you take pride in yourself.
The way you look at me with love.
The way you kiss me.
The funny things that you do that only you find funny, but the fact that you crack yourself up makes me laugh with you.
I love seeing you in the morning lying next to me sound asleep, especially when we have the day off and I know that there is no rush to get up.
I love it in the middle of the night when you roll over and put your arm around me.
That makes me feel like everything will all right no matter what.
I love playing with your hair in the middle of the night when you sleep.
And I love it when you play with mine when I am trying to go to sleep.
And most of all I love to be embraced with you in the throws of passion and love. At that moment everything is lifted away and I have no worries. No fears. And no other thoughts but that moment. When we are making love I feel more connected to you than I could ever be. I feel like the world could crumble around me and fall apart but I would be safe as long as I remained in your arms.
Now that I have said all of that you may find it as a load of crap. But these are the things that occupy my mind when we are apart. These are the things that I think about every day that we are not together and these are the things that I look forward to when I come home to you.
I’m sorry if I hurt you, I’m sorry if I made you feel like you were being taken for granted. And I’m sorry if I made you feel unimportant. I love you more than anything in the world and I would never intentionally do anything to hurt you. I know you have heard this before but it’s the truth. I don’t know what else to say or do to prove myself to you or make everything better. I don’t know what else I can do to prove my love to you.
Well there is my heart there is my soul and there is how I feel. You will probably think it’s cheesy and may not even read it, but at least I got it out to you.
I love you.
Brian
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Spybot Search & Destroy
Posted on April 1, 2003 by Ching under Web.
I recently read this article about spyware in PC Mag so I downloaded Spybot Search & Destroy which is the editor’s pick among all the spyward detectors and removers reviewed. Brian and I both ran the program and exterminated all the bugs from both of our computers. As with everything I do, I kind of got a little carried away so I increased the security level on my browser to maximum to prevent “drive-by downloads” and unauthorized scripts from running. I am such a moron! Let me tell you! Pia and I were dicking with her new forum last night and I could not freaking login. It was only until after I couldn’t login to Blogger also that I figured out the problem. My maximum-security privacy settings were prohibiting the sites from using cookies to authenticate my identity. Needless to say I’m back to medium security on everything but at least everything is functional again. More grrr!
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New Domains
Posted on March 30, 2003 by Ching under Family, Web.
Congrats to my friend Pia for purchasing her first ever domain! Pia can be found at SugarcoatedandBittersweet.com but I don’t think the DNS has propagated yet.
Speaking of new domains, I gave dad his present over brunch today. Mom and dad treated Brian and I to brunch at Picadilly to celebrate dad’s birthday. It’s a little early but he won’t be in town on April 11, his birthday weekend, so we didn’t have a choice. Brian and I spent the afternoon at their house where Brian napped while I showed dad how to work the albums section. I also hooked up their webcam, which dad was pretty excited about. I think he’s looking forward to checking up on mom and Logan while he’s in Houston. He loves the idea of having a webcam on the site.
Anyhow, in other news — Golden Sushi has turned into a bit of a webzine. I’m not finished uploading all of the articles yet but I’m really getting excited about all the possibilities. That’s all the net-type news I’ve got for you. Back to work again tomorrow. Grrr!
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Bowling Last Night
Posted on March 29, 2003 by Ching under Life.
Let me tell you! Bowling was pretty exciting last night. We barely got to bowl three games (because Countryside West Lanes doesn’t start their cosmic bowling until 11:30 pm) and I bowled really crappy but we had a lot of fun. With the big group brawl at the end of the night, complete with a brownie armed with mace, it was more like an action-adventure outing rather than just your everyday variety cosmic bowling gimmick. It felt like the set of Jerry Springer! I’d never seen anything like it in years. I fought the urge to take pictures (as strong as they were – I mean, it would have been so cool to have some WWF-type pictures on here). For one, I didn’t want the other people to think I was weird (as in, what-the-hell-is-she-doing, that sort of thing). You know what I’m saying? Plus I didn’t want to offend anyone. But in speaking with Sarah this evening she made it seem that it would’ve been neat to have captured the whole thing. After all, how many times does that happen in your life? If you’re pacifists like Brian and I, probably never. Anyway, I will remember for next time.
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Picnic Day
Posted on March 23, 2003 by Ching under Life.
We thought what a beautiful day to have a picnic — and so we did.
Brian and I went to Taco Bell, spent five bucks on food (all we could afford since we are both broke) and drove to our favorite patch of grass at Bradley Fair. Great weather, a little bit of food, a couple of bottles of Orange Crush and a digital camera were all that we needed to have a wonderful time. Check out the pictures!
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