These are the things that I think about when you are away.<\/p>\n
Your touch on my skin, the feeling of you next to me.<\/p>\n
The way you smell when you’re in my arms and how that makes me feel.<\/p>\n
The way you smile when you’re happy and how that smile can make the room glow.<\/p>\n
The curves of your body when I watch you get dressed in the morning.<\/p>\n
Your hair and how you take pride in its appearance.<\/p>\n
The way you dress and how you take pride in yourself.<\/p>\n
The way you look at me with love.<\/p>\n
The way you kiss me.<\/p>\n
The funny things that you do that only you find funny, but the fact that you crack yourself up makes me laugh with you.<\/p>\n
I love seeing you in the morning lying next to me sound asleep, especially when we have the day off and I know that there is no rush to get up.<\/p>\n
I love it in the middle of the night when you roll over and put your arm around me.<\/p>\n
That makes me feel like everything will all right no matter what.<\/p>\n
I love playing with your hair in the middle of the night when you sleep.<\/p>\n
And I love it when you play with mine when I am trying to go to sleep.<\/p>\n
And most of all I love to be embraced with you in the throws of passion and love.\u00c2\u00a0 At that moment everything is lifted away and I have no worries.\u00c2\u00a0 No fears.\u00c2\u00a0 And no other thoughts but that moment.\u00c2\u00a0 When we are making love I feel more connected to you than I could ever be.\u00c2\u00a0 I feel like the world could crumble around me and fall apart but I would be safe as long as I remained in your arms.<\/p>\n
Now that I have said all of that you may find it as a load of crap.\u00c2\u00a0 But these are the things that occupy my mind when we are apart.\u00c2\u00a0 These are the things that I think about every day that we are not together and these are the things that I look forward to when I come home to you.<\/p>\n
I’m sorry if I hurt you, I’m sorry if I made you feel like you were being taken for granted.\u00c2\u00a0 And I’m sorry if I made you feel unimportant.\u00c2\u00a0 I love you more than anything in the world and I would never intentionally do anything to hurt you.\u00c2\u00a0 I know you have heard this before but it’s the truth.\u00c2\u00a0 I don’t know what else to say or do to prove myself to you or make everything better.\u00c2\u00a0 I don’t know what else I can do to prove my love to you.<\/p>\n
Well there is my heart there is my soul and there is how I feel.\u00c2\u00a0 You will probably think it’s cheesy and may not even read it, but at least I got it out to you.<\/p>\n
I love you.
\nBrian<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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