{"id":430,"date":"2005-09-08T22:14:52","date_gmt":"2005-09-09T04:14:52","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/brubakers.us\/blog\/?p=95"},"modified":"2005-09-08T22:14:52","modified_gmt":"2005-09-09T04:14:52","slug":"the-self-esteem-thing","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/brubakers.us\/?p=430","title":{"rendered":"The Self-Esteem Thing"},"content":{"rendered":"

I’ve got to do something about the self-esteem thing. I’ve got to quit doubting myself. I’ve got to quit being so depracating.. I’ve just got to change.. I’m used to being so down on myself that whenever I get compliments or people say good things about me I just feel like crying. I think it’s so great and I’m just so touched that I don’t know how else to react. But I’m a good person who works hard and genuinely cares about people so I better get used to it. You’re all probably scratching your heads, wondering what this post is all about. I will explain later. I’m at mom and dad’s so I don’t really have time to elaborate. But hey, it’ll give you an excuse to stop by the blog later.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

I’ve got to do something about the self-esteem thing. I’ve got to quit doubting myself. I’ve got to quit being so depracating.. I’ve just got to change.. I’m used to being so down on myself that whenever I get compliments or people say good things about me I just feel like crying. I think it’s […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[10],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/brubakers.us\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/430"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/brubakers.us\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/brubakers.us\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/brubakers.us\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/brubakers.us\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=430"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/brubakers.us\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/430\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/brubakers.us\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=430"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/brubakers.us\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=430"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/brubakers.us\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=430"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}